Mmmmmmm
I hate it before I’m even finished with it…I feel like a failure right now. I’m just in a funk but I feel like I haven’t been able to write anything decent in years. My muse deserted me. My writing is just…ugh. It also doesn’t help that I still can’t find my one song book that has very old very personal writings in it. I know it’s somewhere in the house…or maybe I lost it somehow over the summer…who knows. At this point I’m just typing to feel like I’m writing something productive. I have so much going on in my life right now but no way to put it in to words…this sucks.